To God,  With Respect

Respect Almighty,

I wonder if ever I would meet you in person,
I wonder if ever I would  get an answer to many of my unanswered questions addressed to you!
I wonder if ever I would be satisfied with your answers,  though you are considered as the Supreme power.

My questions to you are:

1)who is responsible for the untimely and unreasonable deaths of a  few closed ones in recent past?

Was death the only way they could have been destined to???

2)will I be ever able to move on the sudden unexpected losses in my full capacity though I have tried it in numerous ways?

3)Do you exist!?  How can I get an answer based on logic/faith

4)are destiny and karma related! If yes how please explain if no please explain

5)can you show the right path to your followers to worship and the right reason to worship you!

With clueless expression and seeking answers

Shruti Mishra